Onni re onni…kekek janish ami ipad er ms word e likhchhi first time :D tai goborer moto khushi lagchhe. Jaihok…koto kichhu bolbo bolbo kore bola hoy na…tora online hole tokhon mone hoy ei etotuku pichki jinish amar folao kore bolar ki. Abar mone hoy maishar moto kenken korchhi naki…zaihok..first e ki niye boli…amar ajkal ektu low self esteemi too obostha…oi job interview dewar shomoy amar personal statement and resume cheyechhilo. And bisshash kor amar KISSU nai shekhane dekhanor moto. Ajporjonto kono extra curricular activities o kori nai…ba result o temon ahamori kichu na…seriously tokhon nijeke prithibir shera gobor mone hoyechhe….kibhabe life waste korchhi…ei obostha thakle graduation er por ki asholeo kono real job khuje pamoo! And me also feels stuck in my social life. Suwon is like a prison -_- ekhane foreigner der jonno temon activities /club nai….ekta matro achhe but I don’t like it. Ekhane jehetu korar o kichhu nai so all they do is drink. And I don’t wanna make friends like that :| ekhane bola jae amar shob cheye close friend “O”. That’s not by choice though, its bcoz I have no other option. And its my fault cuz ami jokhon first suwon move kori oi haramjada ashraf niye depressed thaktam…sharakkhoni room e..eka beshi ber hotam na and I didn’t make that many friends -__- god now I regret it so much. O is not a horrible person or anything…and I dunno shey intentionally eta kore kina…but she is ALWAYS overshadowing me (I cant believe how pathetic I sound right now keke). Its always about her…everything must revolve around her…people mistake her for being a european and she enjoys the attention. And or shathe thakle always mone hoy I’m like a sidekick or something. Again, its not entirely her fault. People find europeans more exotic here than a simple asian..even though O is not really european. But its exhausting to be with her..O mone kore ALL the guys loooove her and stare at her-_- well she dresses pretty provocatively so who wouldn’t! Oufff ekhon mone hochhe ami jealous bitch er moto act korchhi. Maybe I am…I dunno but I truly don’t see whats so special about her. I have far more beautiful and talented girl friends than her who don’t have to wear shorts with their asses hanging out :| Anyway I try not be judgmental most of the time but sometimes her princess disease just gets on my nerves. Sometimes she even lies to koreans that shey korea te ashar age ekdomi korean janto na and ekhane eshe magically efo improve korechhe. That’s soo not true cuz she took korean classes for 2/3 years back in her country. I find a lot of similarities between her and paiga apu….paiga apu is not a bad person but she also has the princess disease…jar karone she had good long lasting friends. And her current friends r very easy going…mane paiga apu ja bole tai mene chole type (according to mu & boggo) Similarly “O” o bhab kore j shey emoni cool j she can only be friends with guyz, she doesn’t get girls blah blah. That’s probably bcoz no girl wants to put up with her princess-ness. And her guy “friends” are not even true friends, just wants to sleep with her. Ive had some good times with O…but now I feel so stuck with her. Amra ekshathe ekta trip e giyechhilam. Okhane seoul theke amar arekta friend o chhilo. And O was sooo antisocial the whole time. And bcoz of her I couldn’t make new friends -_- ami ekjoner shathe kotha barta shuru korar por she also joined. Now when I look back I regret ever even taking her to that trip. If I wanna hang with the friend from that trip, O will be there.Last year ami first chinese friend der shathe eki class e chhilam And became friends. But one of them is from O’s major, so this year they became friends. So now even when I hang out with chinese friends O is there….koydin age I met up with a friend “R” bcoz it was her bday and I wanted to give her bday gift over lunch. O janto j ive been trying to meet with R. Class er por giye dekhi O o okhane. And like an uninvited guest she joined us in the restaurant. Then hotat kore “urrghh…I feel suffocated here” dhong kore chole gelo. Like wth!? U invade our plan and then leave abruptly making a scene! Then recently festival e amra ekshathe chhilam with two other friends. Then jei chheleta amader prder nite eshechhilo he was soooooo cute! And I said it, that time she acted like she didn’t hear it. Then after half an hour or so she said “omggg that guy is soo cute!!” -_____- tokhon theke she started fangirling even though she knew I said it first. Ami jani tuiki bhabchhish, j it all sounds soo childish like something Nayma & I would do in college. But celeb and real life is so different. I just think its so inconsiderate of her to ignore that I could’ve had a crush too. Anyway I tried to let it go, I mean I don’t even know the guy. Festival er por amader friend hotat unir bairer ek restaurant e oi chhele k kaj korte dekhechhe so she told us. So O asked us if we could have dinner at that restaurant this weekend. It was frustrating cuz she was fangirling all the time..and making everything about her. Like ami jodi arek friend k kichhu boli she has to be a part of it, even though shes busy staring at that guy. I mean what does she expect? Hindi movier moto o nayoker dike takiye lojja pane amd amra background dancer er moto pichhe diye komor dulabo? Then festival e arekta ghotona hoyechhilo. She invited one of her friend to hang out with us, and amra almost 2 ghontar moto ekshathe chhilam. The whole time they were like “uhh I’m so bored and tired…maybe we should go home…I have so much homework” blah blah then we decided to go home. I even saw them walking towards their home direction. Then suddenly next day fb te dekhi they went back to festival (!) Not that I was desperate to hang out with them but if they wanted to get rid of me they were such bitches. Every now and then I wonder maybe I’m the one who’s being a bitch, but I never had this of kind of problem with any of my friends before. Then halloween e jokhon club e gelam, shekhane around 2am amader arek friend er friend, got vomitted on (!) LOL so shei friend oi friend er shathe bashae chole jete chachhilo. And I didn’t wanna go with them. Cuz oder bashae shei KHU seoul campus e, I wanted to stay in some coffee shop around the club with O, so that we can take the first bus back to suwon in the morning. But I dunno why on earth O insisted that we go with the other friends. It was ridiculous, like amra thaki suwon e and tara thake seoul e. Why are we following them, and bujhlam oi meye(the one who got vomitted on) r obostha bhalo chhilo na. But oi meye emon na j she was seriously hurt or something, whereas my toe was bleeding inside my heels, I could barely walk. But still she made me go there, made me walk more than I shouldve! I was so angry that night. Another example, when we go to karaoke, she ALWAYS ruins my song. Ami jodi emon kono gan gai that we both know, she has to ruin it! Ami ektu low voice e gai, and O high voice e, often out of tune. So when she sings with me my voice can be barely heard! Tao jodi emon hoto j she’s singing good, tao na, with her off key notes she ruins my notes too! And I get so upset bcoz I just wanted to sing one song peacefully without her interference. I never try to jump in on other people’s songs bcoz I think everyone should get their chance to shine. She knows I loove Singing Ariana Grande songs, but she purposely sings it everytime, and ruins it -__- Jekhanei jai theres always O. I feel like I cant even get new friends or grow on my own because of her. Its not totally her fault, its also my bad fate 😓 Sometimes I feel like running away to seoul asap. Although this moving to seoul has been a huge cliffhanger in my life and Im tired of it too, but I have to make a decision by the end of this year. Either I stay here where Im already settled , near uni, but with limited friends and fun options, or I move to seoul and start over again…be a stranger again…theres no guarantee that my social life will be better than it is now, and Id have to manage time traveling to suwon for some classes, but I can a get a job in seoul easily… :/ Sheidn tor shathe chat korar age I was with O, these days I always end up with her so I guess I was a bit off. Anyway…so what do u think?
Okay~~so zaaa zaaaa bhule giyechhilam video te bolte ekhane likhmoo. TUi
bolechhili treat dewar kotha~dimoo re baba dimoo ebar. Tora koi khete chash/jete chash bolish. Karon ami jani isui zani na! Hahahah and haga k bol tar haga gula bedhe hagar mala banate. Password recover korte bol. Never mind, ami hagar kachh theke emails expect kori na…ami eita rag koreo bolchhi na. Shobar lifei change hoye giyechhe so…ki r korar. Oiooioioi kalke ami almost 3 YEARS por 1st time nail polish diyechhi :D :D amar mone hochhe nijer hate nijei chumu mari! KEKEKEKEKEK Onek bhoye risk niye nial coat diye ek angule try kore dekhechhilam kono allergic reaction hoy kina. But hoy nai :D so ami kalke 2 ta zhaka-naka colour kinlam hoooohooo! O! Kalke toke amar class er jei polar bepare bolechhilam na? Shei polake ajkeo dekhlam~amra eng class badeo music class e ekshathe. But kohono ekshathe boshi nai. Ajkeo boshi nai, or row pula khalihhilo. So ami or 2 seat pore boshechhilam. Dhaet pola j keno nojor karlo! Ekdom porothome just “hm~dekhite to balai lage” bhebechhilam. Erpor kichhui na. But kalke hotat first time shirt TAO ABAR in kore pore eshechhilo -______- playing with my weakness pola! Jaihok~semester er last e eshe crush khawar kono manei hoy na. So me will let this go :P OI tui mamar upor keno rag?? Bol na bol na :( bolbiii na jokhon teaser marish ken? >:( jaihok, ami eibar july 10th-august 10th porjonto thakbo. Tora ki ki korte chash chinta bhabna kore rekhish. Pore abar bolish na ami time dei nai~~~Achha, ebar jai~toodles!
HAI HAI POLA RE AMAR JOIBONER DHEU ER GOTIBEG BAIRYE DILO REEE!! KISHER SEMI FEMI BAL KOCHU!
Heheheheheheheehehehehe. Onek din por abar blog e likhchi. (^o^) Kintu eibar mainly ekta jinish dekhate ichha korchilo toder, oi jonno blog e ashlam. :D Ami manga pori eita to janish-i tora. Ageo koek ta chobi diyechilam blog e. Ajke ekta porte giye abar dite ichha korche eikhane. Ekta high school er story. Main chele 1st time or crush er kache confess korte jaowar age shob steps note kore rekhe sheita abar review dichhilo. Oi part tai toder dekhate ichha korche. :D Reading sequence- right to left. Ulta porish na, tahole kichui bujhbi na.
Amar eita pore eto hashi ashchilo. Bechara pore onek koshto kore abar confess koreo. Shathe shathe rejected hoye jai. (-_-) Still amar ei pola k cute lage onek. Bol cute na??? :3 :3 :3
HEHEHEH amar colour & design class er assignment holo khaetness diye chokh noshto kora :P and surpisingly this semester's drawing classgula moja lagchhe. Jodio kichhu pari na :D anad naymader moto perspective draewing korachhe jar jonno panty chhire susu goragori khawar obostha! ANd concert e jawa hoy nai -_- bhaloi hoyechhe actually, cuz okhane oneeek bhir chhilo plus it wasn't worth it. Atleast shei time tae amar homework kichhu agate parlam. MM...r ki komoooo......dhaet ekhon mathae ashchhe na. Pore ekshomoy baki kotha arekta post e dibo. Onni tui post korish after ur exmas :D
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:D :D :D kottttto din por blog e likhchi. ^_^ achha, age tor reply diye nei tar por nijer kotha bolchi. 1st of all- tor phone er kahini clear kori. dididbhai er oi din or ek colleague er holud er daowat chilo. or purano mobile er camera-r quality amar bhanga nokia thekeo kharap. tai amar mobile or shathe chilo oi din. o pore bashai eshe amake bolche tor phone er kotha. 1st e o dekhe naki obak hochhilo bairer number theke amar mobile e phone ashce ken. :D or kotha shune ami :O :O :O tui to phone dish na kokhono! porer din mail khule dekhi tui blog e jete bolchish. arek ta mail e abar phone deowar kothao bolchish. >:( tokhon to blog portei gelam. ar ki korbo.
ekhon ashol kothai ashi. oi Marcellor mukher opor mu-tor jawab diye eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkk dom bhalo kaj korechish!!!!!! -_- eto dine khuuub hamdardi bhab niye ashche!!!! ami hole eirokom mukher opor bole ashte partam na. jose kaj korechish!!! next bar bd te ashle tor ami arti utarbo! ar ekta kitkat pabi tui ei khushi te. :D ar ar ar- ami bolchilam na Lucas ashole loser!!! 1st ei khali o k dekhe ektu hai hai kortam. kintu porer dike giye- beta please screen theke shor- bole jetam. ar tui 100000% thik bolchish! peyton er shathe to arrrrrooooo birokto lage. dui ta ekshathe ashlei ami kolbalish niye 5/10 min er nap nitam. >_< ar IPKKND 2???? o.O eita abar kobe holo???? ami to jantam sanaya onno notun ekta serial shuru koreche- kintu IPKKND-r khobor to jantam na. ar ki bolli eita????? ahem ji, swayam ji- char dike khali ji ar ji!!! >_< dosh gopir bon er na. ei serial er director er! oil ok gopir gavar bon er thekeo boro gavar!!!!! koi theke jurwa bhai conspiracy theory tule ene boner hus k nijer ashik mone kore shei tar piche chesra the greatest er moto ass chipkai ache! ami eto dine bujhchi re tui keno eto gopi vau dekhish. >_< amio dekha shuru kore dibo naki bhabchi. eto entertainment chokher shamnei cholte thake, kahli tv ta chere dekha hoi na. AR ei bhul korbo na!! >_<
achha, ekhon amar kotha boli. 2nd week cholche class er kintu already shob teacher ra parle ekkhoni ghar er opor bosta dhorai dichhe. -_- kintu mojao hoyeche er modhhe. last week e Thursday te ami, regan ar ashraful movie dekhte giyechilam. regan er lab report likhe diyechilam amra dui jon. tai amader ghush chilo Cineplex er movie. kintu ki movie dekhbo oita niye oneeeek kahini ache. 1ta movie dekhte giye 2 ta dekhe ashchi >_< amader plan chilo movie dekhe shobai boi kinte nilkhet e jabo. tar por j jar bashai. amar abar oi din daowat chilo raat e. pore 11 tai despicable me 2 dekhechi. regan ek bar dekehchilo agei kintu or pochondo naki hoi nai -_- oi jonno boshe boshe games kheleche mobile e. ami ar ashraful dekhe onek hashchi! ar hall tokhon mota moti fakai chilo. bokor bokor korte korte movie dekhechi, tai aro moja legeche! oira dekhe ber hoye regan khaowalo amader k. :D :D tokhon regan bolchilo or Anonto Jolil er ‘NISHARTHO BHALOBASHA, what is love’- movie dekhar khub ichha. oita ashraful or friend der shathe koek din agei dekhechilo. pura dui week shei kahini-I bole beriyeche. regan-o dekhbe bolchilo. tokhon bujhchilam na ek dine 2 ta movie dekhar time hobe naki. pore 1:30 tar ticket katlo. kheye deye oita dekhte gelam. taiefa re!!! bangla cinema kotttttto improvement hoye tui janish??????????? effects dekhle tui SENSELESS hoye pore jabi!!! >_< >_< romantic scene gula dekhle tui OBHIBHUTO hoye 10/12 ta romance novel-o likhe felbi!! dialogues shunle tui BAK SHOKTI harai felbi!!!! ar gan shunle to…… ki bolbo toke ar!!! ami hashte hashte tabar 360 degree angle-o mone charai giye notun angle invent kore fellam! ar hall e shobai gan eye, tali bajai hul thul kore felchilo. >_< movie-r last er dike regan er bhaiyar phone ashchilo- o ber hoye giyechilo. tai last scene ta miss koreche. pore oikhan theke gelam boi kinte. oi din abar ekta boi bhul kine anchilam. oita thik korte kalke abar giyechilam ami, regan, ashraful ar metro (oder arek ta friend) mile. jaowar shomoi haire regan pochani kheyeche >_< amio oi din bhaloi pochani kheyechi- kintu ami nijei eto hashchi shune, ora ar ki bolbe. kalke star e ora khete giyechilo. bill jokhon ashche tokhon regan ashraful er dike takai, ashraful regan er dike takai. regan bar bar- ajke ami bill dibo na, tui dibi- bole jachhilo. waiter bill nite eshe darai chilo. tokhon ashraful bolchilo j ajke to tor taka deowar kotha- facebook e notun ek mete toke friend request pathalo, ei holo shei holo- oi khushi te to ajke tor taka deowar kotha. >_< kintu eirokom to proti din hoi na. beshir bhag dini class e giye khali hai tuli. taiefa re, eibar j ki nilam. machines er ekta kichhu bujhchi na. digital electronics er to fao ek sir poreche. ki diye ki bujhai- sir ekai bujhe. -_- amra shobai 1st 10/15 min onek koshto kore bujhar try kori- tar poro bujhi na jonno khali board theke copy-paste kori. -_- ar 3 ta lab er modhhe 2 ta tei madam poreche. ekta mam dekhlam ajke bhaloi bujhai. kintu arek j mam- uni jei lab niche shei lab er kichu shey nijei bujhe kina amar shondeho ache. -_-
ar ki bolbo. mota moti to shob kichui bollam. er por abar onno ek din likhbo. ar ami likhar color bhalo bujhchi na. kono tai ken jani pochondo hochhe na tai ager tai dilam. tor chaile change korte parish.
achha ekhon kar jonno bye <3
take care ^_^ :* :* :*
Onni & Nayma <3 <3
Firstly, I miss you a LOOOT J toder ulta-palta uhu-aha dhol baje egula chhara life asholei colouless :P amar matro first week of class gelo. Shob orientation and introduction crap K so ekhono full-on homework dewa start kroe nai. But ebabrer classgulate aro beshi bosta-gatti marka essay-reading task dibe >L Writing and Civic studies class 2 tae American and Canadian teacher. Bhablam English class bole shubidha hobe. But 2 joneri emon dhong! 2joni ekkebare advanced eng level expect korchhe student der kachhe and essays bosta amader mathae chapiye dichhe :O purai ulta hoye gelo! Civic studies teacherta tao ektu considerate but American haramita seriously matha crack! -_______- already 3-4ta chapter porte diye rekhechhe bosti kothakar! Ami ei haramir class er boi kinte chai na. SHudhu shudhu taka noshto! Writing er upor boi kine ki labh! Net e pdf version peyechhi. I hope sheta diye kaj chalano jabe. But harami abar class e mobile er use o allow kore na >L eto dhong dekhle mone hoy thappor mari. Toder fokira us ate giye dekh! Okhane student payer upor pa tule boshe thake classroome! R ashchhe ekhane dhong marate -___- jaihok..echhara class-tass niiye temon bolar kichhu nai cuz kichhui bhalo-bhabe start hoy nai. Oh! Toderke bolechhi na j ager shob friend BAAD kore diyechhi?? Mane seoul e joto friends chhilo. 2-3 jon bade. JAihok,eibar me was hoping Marcellor shathe jate kono class na pore but turns out I have 3 classes with him ! :O Hmph! Amar shathe khub friendly bhab marate eshechhilo I acted cold >K Class e amader likhte diyechhilo nijer life er kono kichhu niye. So I was struggling with it as amar life er special kono incident nai likhar moto. Kono special trip o nai. And korea te ashar por jeshob hoyechhe shob ekhon locked and being shipped to far-away island. Keno jani shob-kichhui ‘eta personal so likha jabe na’ mone hochhilo. Jaihok,class er por Marcelo jiggesh korlo ki likhechhi. Bollam kichhui likhi nai. O bollo keno blah ablha likhar to onek kichhui ache…’write about what u’ve learned during the vacation’ So me bollam-‘R u kidding me?’ Tokhon shey bole write about how You’ve learned guys r jerk(indicating ash). Then me said oh taile to onek shikkha peyechhi! I’ve learned that every so called ‘friends’ her er supificial crap! Or mukher upor shuniye diyechhi :D :D tokhon o khub obak holo cuz he was expecting me to bash only ashraf. Well that’s not gonna happen buddy! DHolai korle shobgulakei ekshathe korbo! :D Then o bujhlo kuchh to garbar hae. Jiggesh korlo janar cheshta korlo keno rag but ami boli nai. KEKEKEK mane or upor rager karon bhenge boli nai. Tokhon o bole j ami ki or kachh theke kichhu expect korechhilam jonnoi rag naki. Tokhon bollam j bhul ashole amari j ami expect korechhi,and I should’ve known ekhane keo expect korar joggo na. Shob nam-ei ‘friend’ etc etc. He tried to ‘talk about it’ to make me normal but me was tight-lipped. Then o onnanno ku-kha(seoul er EX friends) der kotha bolte jachhilo and I said oder bade Jodi onno kono kotha thake tahole bolte pare cuz I don’t give a damn to them anymore :D arekta tu pe chata! Marcelo ebar seriously obak hoyechhe,cuz always amake shanto-shishto nombro-bhodro obosthae dekhe. But mu tor javab obosthae dekhe nai. Thhiki ache. Jaihok jaihok,ajkal One tree hill dekhei katachhi. Nathan r Haley ettooo cute ken :’( especially Nathan jokhon ekta cuty face kore….*swoon*swoon* And onni tui EKDOM thhik bolechhilish! Lucas k prothom dike jotoi bhalo/cuty legechhilo ekhon totoi oshojjo lage! STUPID ekta! SHatakkhon jhamela badhae! And sharakkhon khub kobi-shahittik-righteous bhab >L And Peyton sucks! Peyton k Jake er shathei bhalo lage amar. Peyton r Lucas ekshathe thakle mone hoy something died of boredom from them! Age mone kortam Brook er shathe Lucas k bhalo lagbe..and age lagtoow. But tv te season 5/6 e Brook er shathe onno ek chhele Julian k dekhe mone holo nah orai thhik ache. Jaihok jaihok,ami ekhon season 2er last er dike. Haley eita ki korlo :’( keno Nathan er moto cuty babutake rekhe kono fokir chela marka Chris her shathe bhaglo :’( :’( amar dil chhire 2 tukra hoye gelo eta dekhe :’( :’( especially Nathan er “I want my wife back’ marka dialogue shune….alllah! Eto cuty babuta olle olle! ( >_< ) Echhara IPKKND 2 dekhi ajkal,purai faltoo :D hahahah main actor er dhong dekhle mone hoy constipation e bhugchhe! Onekdin hagu hoy na hoyto! And actress er dhongi chul-buli bhab dekhle mone hoy nijei hagu kore dei! Ei duita badeo ashe pashe irritating characters to achhei. Chheletar abbur voice shunle gay lage hahha and chheler cheyei young mone hoy. And ammuta to typical strickt saas -____- Jaihok jaihok-gopi vau latest news dei toke (jani tui dekhish na but tao) >_< >_< Rashi giye gopir chhoto gavar bonke bolechhe j take ekta chhele khub <3 kore and gadhita shetai bisshash kore boshe ache. Then Rashi oi gadhi k niye gelo oi chheler shathe dekha korate(rashi ekta actor hire korechhilo oi mystery lover shajiye) but oi actor okhane ashe nai ulta ahem ji okhane hajir. And gopir bon gadhitaahem ji oke love letters diyechhe bole bhabe. TOkhon bonta confront korte chai but rashi bole iota ahem ji na Ahem ji er jurwa bhai >_< Swayam ji!! HAHAHAHAHH EKhon gopir stupid bon bashae ahem ji dekhe swayam ji mone kore pichhe pichhe ghurchhe >_< LOL tui hoyto bhabchhish egula kibhabe shojjo kori HEHEHEHEH but eitai asli entertainment onni :D Jaihok,for now me has nothing more to say :* :* tora kemon achhish?? Ki korchhish ajkal?? Maisha and hagar shathe kotha hoy?? Maishar naki kane infection hoyechhe. Jaihok,parle reply korish. Bye,love you!