BOOO!!!! My life is a big,no, huge BOO!! Everythng's falling apart Lololi!!! Nothing's going as it should be. My net's not working which is the first sign of darkness. Really, I feel SO lost now-a-days that I'm starting to hate every other activity I used to like before. How I Met Your Mother has ended, Gulaal's going through a very boring & irritating phase, Gopi Vau's sometimes funny but not enough to make me happy, Sanaya's serial even though I watch it, I end up in a disturbed mood & cursing Sanaya as a 'Chhemri'!! I'm still begging to Allah to show some mercy. But I guess I'm still doing something wrong. The whole path to my dreamland KHU seems narrower as the days are passing by. And while I'm standing clueless I still haven't mentally prepared myself for a heartbreak!!! I've wrecked my brain over this in the last few days & finally had to give up. I guess the only thing I can do, the only thing I have left to do is pray, pray & pray. But even praying seems so useless right now coz I know Allah's still mad at me. And I can't start demanding new things when I'm still unforgiven for my last crime/sin. I can't even sleep peacefully now-a-days. I'm falling aslep pretty quickly but not enjoying it at all. I have no idea what I'll do when if I don't succeed in KHU mission!!! That's mostly because I haven't & I still can't see myself going anywhere ele!!! Although it sounds like a huge fantasy, but.....I can't explain it. I feel like I have to go there, that's where I belong for some wierd, unexplained reason. Lololi, pls belive me, I'm not being dreamy or crazy or anything. I just feel so strongly about it that sometimes it scares me. I know I'm gonna fail & that'll be the worst thing that has ever happened in my life. Anyways, I have one more problem to deal with: P3!!<sigh>It's best that I don't ramble on about it, otherwse I'll lose the little bit of sanity left in me. But seriously, BOOO to you Lololi!!!! Don't you dare give me the "I'm sick' excuse!!! You not replying to my letters is a huge insult to our friendship!!! It's like you're dodging my calls on purpose!!So, BOOOO!!!!! Anyways, I really enjoyed making our new video montage. But I wanna experiment more. I looked up some softwares but they’re not free. Some of them looked too complicated. So, in the end I had to download a free software which still looks confusing to me. Coz I can’t figure out how to add titles & credits. But downloading it wasn’t a total waste coz it comes with some sound effects & gives the advantage of raising+lowering the pitch of the background music, which I really needed. Anyways, right now I’m nervous about Taba’s invitation. I look like a fat ugly wimp!!! And I still have to take snapshots & video footages coz soon they’re gonna be our last memories of having fun together. And hopefully all four of us would be in the shots together. Anyway, there’s something else I wanna say before I take another long & forced break. I’ve been thinking if I should write a review on the books that I’m currently reading. But there’s just too many of them. So I’ve decided to write a short review on all of them once I’m done reading. I don’t know when & if I’ll be able to post it anytime soon. Okay, me gotta go now. But one last thing before me has to say. BOOO!!! BOOO you traitor!!!
PS: My full korean name is Minjok Miso. Minjok means nation/tribe, which is also the meaning of Taifa. And Miso means smile. So, I guess that makes me 'Smiling Nation'.
PS: My full korean name is Minjok Miso. Minjok means nation/tribe, which is also the meaning of Taifa. And Miso means smile. So, I guess that makes me 'Smiling Nation'.