Okay, this is probably my last blog before I take a leave of absense for 3.5 days. Lololi, aj k onek boka kheyechhi. It's almost 4 am. I have to wake up early for Dustbin. I hope I don't get scolded again for getting up late. Anyways, I have 2 great news that I wanna share with you & Nayma, even though I know she's not reading it. First of all, yesterday, I was changing the channels & stopped at MTV. Suddenly, they started showing a trailer/song of a new movie. The song was....okay, I already forgot how it sounded; but it was nothing special. But the video was really porn-ish, mu was sitting right in front of me watching it. I was about to change the channel when I suddenly saw a familiar face!! Bolto k?? Guess who?? RAJEEV KHANDELWAL!!!!!!!!!!! LOLZ!!!! The movie's name was 'Shaitan'. I know you already know about this. And don't worry, Rajeev did'nt do anything bad. He was just sitting on a chair. But from the look of the song, I don't think the movie's gonna be a clean one. But...yeah, I think Rajeev's gonna stay clean. Now coming to another interesting news, I just found out from india-forums that Vivian D'sena celebrated his birthday recently!! I didn't watch the video as I have/had better things to do. But I saw a picture where Vivu jiju was holding that BHUTKI with one arm & BHUTKI's fats were buldging out!!! Yikes!! It made me wonder, did Nayma celebrate as well?? I know she's angry with him, but c'mon, it's his birthday!!! Did she celebrate secretly?? Does she even care anymore?? Anyways, my luck is especially bad this week coz my selfish, bitch, stealing, lying, backstabbing sis is coming TODAY!!!! I have to tolerate her presence for 3 whole days!!!
Hey Lololi. Kemon achhish tui? Janish na, amar khubi kharap obosthha! Kal k boka kheyechhi. Dinner kori nai tai. Irritating!! Ek din dinner kori nai to hoye giyechhe?? Hmph!!! Kal k j ami ki koshto korechhi janish na!! Net ekhono thhik moto ashe nai. I’m still feeling hopeless & I’m pretty sure I’ve dislocated my shoulders & twisted my wrist last night. I’m dead exhausted!! I was supposed to read last night but fell asleep. Missed Gulaal last & overslept during the one & ONLY rerun this morning!! I can’t watch any videos or download them bcoz of the net problem. Today has been such a waste, I feel like crying. Pu has gone out of town for 2 days. I thought I’ll get to have some fun. I also need to do a lot of research on Korea, but everything’s on hold coz I’m NETLESS!!!!!! Tomorrow I have to go to that Dustbin to be tortured for 3 hours!!! I somehow managed to send Maisha a huge reply. So, that’s the only useful thing I’ve been able to do.<sob><sob> Lololi, I know, I’m pushy & whiny!! Thanks for being so patient & putting up with my crap!
[22/06/2011][00:00AM]Hi Lololi. Kemon achhish tui? Aj k tor shathhe phone e kothha hoyechhe. Tao tor shathhe kothha bolte ichha korchhe. Coz me’s really sad right now. Tui amader computer practical exam er shomoy ei bepar e bolechhili. But tao me kept hoping to hear something positive from you. It’s SO NOT fair!! I always used to think that after H.S.C., it would always be me& you against the whole world!! I just can’t believe that now I’m standing all alone in darkness. Even though I’ve heard your decision before & again today, my eyes are still searching for you, hoping that maybe you would appear out of nowhere with a candle in your hands and together we’ll find our way out. Aroni!! Keno?? Keno amar worst fear reality hoye gelo?? Ami shuru thhekei bhoy petam j jokhon asli jang start hobe, tokhon jodi tui amake majh pothhei rekhe chole jash!! Even Taba also warned me about this. Shey amake bolechhilo j tokey shathhe niye jate eto shopno na dekhi. Karon tui…amar cheye onek reasonable. Actually……ami jantam j tui rejected hole kokhonoi fight back korbi na. And tui always nijer agey tor familyr bepare chinta korbi. But tao!! Keno j ami erokom!! Anyways, aj k tor kachh thheke OCPD-r kothha shune amar onek moja legechhe. Boggo stupidta k bolechhilam. But fokinni ta believe kore nai. Tar kothha hochhe j, koekta symptoms mile jawa manei ei na j shei disease shotti shotti achhey. Fokinni taholey ki hole bujhbo j shei disease achhey?? Bloody asshole kothhakar. Amar j OCPD achhey tar arekta ‘Utkrishto’ udahoron holo j amra jokhon class 8 e alada section e chhilam, tokhon o ami reality accept korte pari nai. Ami jantam j amra alada section e & ebhabei pura year thhaka lagbe. But tao ami bhabtam j eito kichhudiner moddhei amra ekshathhe hoye jabo. Jai hok, tor kachh thheke jokhon details e symptoms gula shunlam tokhon mone holo j asholeo achhey amar. Nahole eto details shoho miley jabe ki kore, right?? Jai hok, aj k na, janish, ami kich-h-h-hu kori nai!! Pura din waste giyechhe amar, shasti hishabe. Maishar shathhe kothha bolar por thheke shudhu TV dekhechhi. Obossho exam shesh howar por thheke first time mone hochhilo j asholeo amar exam shesh. Etodin jeita mone hoy nai. Karon etodin to super busy chhilam net niye. Din bol r raat bol. Chyaen ki nind bole kichhui nei/pai nai. TVr schedule eto ulta-palta hoye giyechhilo j ki bolbo!! Tui hoyto bhabchhish j amar jonno bhaloi holo. Rest note parchhi. But na!! I miss the busyness, staying up all night, having back aches, missing meals, having sleepy eyes but still not giving in. I HATE going to bed early, I HATE having NOTHING to do all day, I HATE having free time to watch TV all day!! I feel so useless right now!! When does this torture end?? Kobe shesh hobe amar shaasti!!<sob><sob><sniff><sniff>Mmm…me gotta go. Kal k abar stupid Dustbin achhey. K jane exam e ki korbo!! Ichha moto andaje shob answer kore dibo. Who cares anyway!!! [09:43PM]Hi Lololi. Kemon achhish?? I know you’re not reading this right now ( I mean while I’m writing this) but still I feel like talking to you. Tui ekhono khalamonir basha thheke ferot eshechhish naki jani na. Amar kichhu bhalo lagchhe na. K jane eibar amar shasti ki life-long naki. Aj keo pura boring ekta din gelo. Shara din TV dekha chhara r kichhui kori nai. Shetao j khub mojar chhilo tan a. Oooh! Aj k Gulaal repeat dekhechhi. Amar khub raag uthhechhe. Plus mon kharap o hoyechhe. Haramjadi Gulaal!! Ami bujhi na, shob serial ei keno main nayikara shohoje karo love accept korte pare na?? Stupid kothhakar!! Fokinni ta basha chhere chole giyechhe. Kesar eto cute kore kanna korechhe!! Amar khubi mon kharap hoye giyechhilo. R khubi raag uthhchhilo fokinni betir upor. Stupid beti!! Toke etto love kore!! Etto care kore!! R tui pattai dish na!! Tao abar tor HUSBAND!!! Offffffff!!!!!!!!!! Serial dekheo mone shanti pachhi na!! Kal k stupid Boggo ta eshe jabe. Ami r toke blog-ish letter o likhte parbo na hoyto. Boggo chole jawar por o jodi dekhi j net thhik hoy nai, tahole dhore raakh shei moment thhekei amar matam manano shuru hoye jabe. Plus ami zombie hoye jabo. Aj k even ‘Gopi Vauu’ ( Gopi bahu bolar kothha, but oi scary mohilata ebhabei bole) dekheo moja lagey nai, ba hashi ashe nai. R Sanayar shei third class acting er third class serial dekhe to emniteo kokhono bhalo lagey na. Tao bhebechhilam j aste aste hoyto bhalo laga shuru korbe. Na, joto dekhchhi aro totoi Sanaya k thhash thhash thhappor marte ichha kore. Eke to Sanayar acting ektuo bhalo lagey na, tar modhhe character to super gaiya!! Bujhai jai j ekta meye k jor kore gaiyya shajano hoyechhe. Tao abar beshhi gaiyya. Er cheye to ‘Gopi Vauu’ o bhalo. At least shey illiterate, tai tar gaiyya-ness shojjo kora jai. Emon ek bhab jeno jiboneo kono boro office ba jaiga dekhe nai, jiboneo western dress pora meye dekhe nai, etoi innocent shey!! Faizlami korar jaiga pain a!! Ekhon to Indian shob fokinni gulai western dress pore beray!! R pura city te ekmatro nayok er office ei job kora lagbe!! Chhechri gaiyya chhemri!! Seriously, dekhlei mone hoy j ‘Chhemri’ bole thhu mere ashi mukher upor. Anyways, castle dekhe mone hoyechhe as usual bomi kore dei. Thhak, details e na jawai bhalo. Oita niye kothha bola mane blood pressure barano shudhu shudhu. Ek matro How I Met Your Mother dekhei shanty lagey. But ami ekhon okhane Barneyr (♥♥) shathhe ekta meyer mil hok chai. Meyeta k Barney seriously pochhondo korechhilo. Even life e first time meyeta k seriously ‘Date’ o korechhe., jeita naki Barney kore na obviously. But meyeta jokhon takey bole j shey serious relationship chai, tokhon Barney abar ‘Barney’ hoye giyechhe. Er por to meyeta cholei jai. But er pore k episode e Barney bolechhilo j shey o settle korte chai. But maybe he’s already lost the ‘Right Girl’. So me’s hoping that shei ‘Right Girl’ will come back in future episodes & Barney will settle down with her. Shei meyeta KHUB shundor na, obviously Barney Neil Patrick harris er shathhe picture perfect match mone howar moto kono meye ache kina amar shondeho. But she’s better than Robin. Achha, ami keno eita niye tor kachhe bokbok kore jachhi tui dekhish na jeneo?? Okay, ami abar boi porte jawar agey aj k important ki holo sheita bole jai. Aj k hotat dupur bela abbu/pu office thheke phone kore janalo j abar naki oi ‘lok’ phone korbe amar shathhe kothha bolar jonno. Amar to shunei raag uthhe giyechhilo j bar bar khali amar shathhe keno kothha bolte dhoriye dei!! Tuition fee niye amar shathhe to kothha bole labh nai. R eita chhara ja ja janar dorkar shegula ami onektai jani. Jai hok, shondhar dike ‘oi lok’ phone korlo. Shurutei amake jiggesh korchhe j ami keno shob rekhe Korea tei jete chai. Ami bollam j manush tahole America e keno jete chai?? Tao oil ok bokbok shuru korlo j nishchoi kono special reason achhe jar jonno ami Korea choose korlam. Oil ok naki kono ek din bashai ashbe special meeting korar jonno eita niye. Tokhon amake bola lagbe j ami exactly keno Korea te interested. Amar eto raag uthhe achhe janish na!! Eita abar kon dhoroner question?? Korea na hoye jodi onno kono common country naam boltam taholeo ki ebhabe specific reason jante cheto?? Stupid kothhakar!! Ekhon ami oi lokke ki bolbo kichhui buzchhi na!! Ami to r eita bolte pari na j ‘Ek din ami r amar friend miley Pretty Boys & Girls dekhchhilam. R Taejun & Kiseop k dekhe lole felchhilam. Hotat amar friend suggest korlo j Korea te porte gele kemon hoy?? R amio shanonde raji hoye gelam!!’ Ami jodi etao bolte jai j Korear culture, tradition egula amar bhalo lagey, ami oi country culture niye onek kichhu jani, taholeo to problem thheke jai. Tokhon jodi jiggesh kore j ami ki mone kore ei country culture e interested holam?? Ki bolbo?? Amar ei curisiotyr source holo ‘Pretty Boys & Girls’?? Ekta TV showr upor base kore ami life ere to boro decision niyechhi?? Obviously ami to r bolte parbo na j ami onek chinta bhabna kore, research korei decision niyechhi. Tahole question uthhbe j ami eto research korar time pelam kokhon?? Amar to H.S.C. cholchhilo!! Ami tor bolte parbo na j ami H.S.C.r majhkhanei kichhu patta na diye laptop & net chaliyechhi!! Ami jodi mithha boli j egula ami last year research korechhi, tahole question uthhbe j last year ami net pelam ki kore?? R jodi agey thhekei jantam shob, tahole er agey kokhono boli nai keno?? Amar ekhon oi stupid lok k dhore lathhi marte ichha korchhe. Ei stupid lok I nishchoi pur mathay ulta-palta ideas dhukachhe!! Korea te giye o-o-nek problem hobe, eshob bole pu k aro bhehkachhe!! Jani na ki hobe shei special ‘meeting’ e. Sheita jai hok giye, net j ekhono ashlo na!! <sob><sob> Ami gelam. Bye.
[20/06/2011][05:42PM] Hi Lololi. Tor aj k 8 tar dike ashar kothha. Weird ekta time dili. K jane asholeo ashbi naki. Dhoka dile kintu khobor achhey!! Kal k amar boi porar kothha chhilo. Koek line porechhio. But kichhhu bhalo lagchhilo na. Kobe j net ashbe!! Amar ejonno khub-b-i mon kharap. Amar SHOB kaj atkiye ache. 슈퍼주니어, ♥김재중♥kono kichhur khoj-khobor nite parchhi na!! AADBSK download korte parchhi na!! India-forums e jete parchhi na!!YouTube chooshte parchhi na!! Mail check korte parchhi na!!(Amar ajkal onek mail ashe, mane notifications ashey,oh yeah, me’s popular!!) Gulaal o dekhte parbo na!! (Aj k shokal e TV chhere dekhi j 12:30 tar shomoy j ekmatro Gulaal repeat hoto, shetao aj k hoy nai!!! Net o nai, ekhon dekhbo ki kore!!<sob><sob> Bujhechhi, Allah ebar serious raag hoyechhe amar upor!! Shob amar dosh!! Ami shobshomoy erokom kori!! Chance pelei faki dei!! Ejonnoi barbar shasti pete hoy. Kobe j shikkha hobe!! Kichhukhhon agey Taba Haga phone korechhilo. Takeo bollam doa korte. I know, ami asholeo ekta pagol. Manush result ba porashuna niye doa korte bole. R ami!! Anyways, aj k the new ‘Dustbin’ e ki holo boli. Kisher goo er ekta ‘Lecture Sheet’ dilo jetar majhkhane onekgula page nai. Stupid kothhakar!! Tarpor j shuru holo torture!! Amar mobile er shob gaan, video dekha shesh, tao class shesh hoy na!! R majhkhane kon ek Kuttarbachha ashlo oi ‘Survey’ niye. Shahosh koto boro abar!! ‘TV dekha jabe na, net chalano jabe na…Regular class attend kora lagbe,Exam dewa lagbe….’. Mor HARAMJADA!! Tor much thheke bar howa shob BULLSHIT manar/shunar jonno boshe achhi naki!! Tor 2 takar advise shune jeno jibon DHONNO hoye gelo amar!! Mone hochhilo thhash-thhash kore emon thhappor lagai j ‘bak-shokti’ jate shara joboner jonno hariye fele!! Tar mukher shamnei oi cheap kagoj ta chhire kuchi-kuchi kore chhorey marte ichha korchhilo. Off!! Abar raag uthhe giyechhe!! Onno kichhu boli. Dustbin thheke ferot ashar por TV dekhlam 5 ta porjonto. Tuilight dekhe bomi-pishu-hagu shobi bar hoye ashchhilo. Abar kibhabe jeno Piyaa fokinni tar accident hoyechhe. Misha r Jai/Bharotio Jacob takey jungle e khuja-khuji kore jachhe. R as usual stupid ta sleeping beauty hoye kon ek chipaye pore achhey. Ami to etai bujhlam na j accident jodi road e hoye thhake, tahole Piya giye eto gobhir jongol e pore gelo ki kore? Lolz. Abhay abar bachalo takey. Tokhon abar slow motion, 360 degree angle e camera rotate-shob holo. O! Tar agey arekta funny jinish hoyechhe!! Abhay jokhon first e bachate ashe, tokhon hothat tar pasar pocket thheke ekta silk er iya boro kapor bar korlo as if shey pocket e shob shomoyi eta niye ghure. Er por hothat next scene e ‘Kabliwala’ sheje gelo!! LMAO!! Er por 5-10 minute dhore pyaar ki lecture mere jachhilo eka ekai. Tar long lecture shesh howar por suddenly tar kheyal holo j Piyar kopal diye blood porchhe. Tokhon tar bloodlust type er kichhu ekta holo & shey taratari heal kore dilo Piya k. Bachanor por kothhai jeno rekhe chole jai ba lukay. Tokhon Misha, Panchhi r Jacob khuje pai take. Jacob takey onekta kole niye bike chaliye chole jai. Sheta abar gachher chipa thheka Abhay dekhe bhabte thhake j ei Jacob ta k. Hothat Abhay er pichhon thheke ‘Bheria’ ra abar creepy yellow eyes shoho dakte thhake. ROFL. And pura episode er highlight hishabe Abhay tokhon ‘Bheriya’ gular dike takiye vampire style e bikrito expression shoho fangs bar kore ‘Growl’ kore!!! Vah!! Kyaa scene thha!! Nayma must be so proud!! Lolz. Sanayar serial tao dekhlam. Sanaya k eto bosti lagey!! Abnormal gaiyar moto majhe majhe neche uthey, mane onekta ‘Happy dance’ dei. Sheta etto gaiya!! Bostir chhemri lage. Shotti. Geet o dekhechhi hajaro-koti bochhor por. Oi notun fokinni, jeta k Dev er jonno ana hoyechhe, shetar hashi dekhe amar trivuj chhire giyechhe eto baje!! R ki bolbo. How I Met Your Mother as usual jose chhilo. Barney din din aro cuty & jose hochhe. Anyways, ekhon 7;13 ta bajey. Ami ekhon hothat nervous hoye jachhi. Tui ashle ki korbo, ki bolbo, ki dekhabo mathay kichhui dhukchhe na. Plan-less obosthay thhakle ja hoy amar!! Tui abar plan cancel korli naki k jane!! Ami to gaan shunte shunte likhchhi. So mobile e kono message eshe thhakleo jani na. Amar ekhon bhoy lagchhe. Tui ashle jodi khushi na hosh?? Tor jodi birokto lagey?? Boring lage?? Tui jodi eto koshto kore asharn por dekhish j ami khali khali toke dekechhi? Tor jodi kichhu moja na lagey?? Ami jai. Tui ashar aag porjonto boi pori. [09:50PM] Hi Lololi. Kichhukkhon agey tui chole geli. Kotto-o-o-o din por amader dekha holo!! Onek din por tor shathhe shaman-shamni kothha bole monta tao bhalo holo. But, amar ekhono mone hochhe tui bodhoy birokto hoyechhish khub. Toke ebhabe nishi raat e eto dur thheke deke ene kichhui dite parlam na. Mujhe maaf kar de!! Mere paas tujhe dekhaaney k liye kuchh nehi hai!! K jaaney amader r kobe dekha hobe!! Amader schedule to ekdomi miley na. R thhaka-thhaki to durer kothha! Thank god ami amar bashai toder k eshob jhamela shuru howar agei deke felechhi!! Janish, aj k Paiga Apur ever-lasting A Level exam finally shesh hoyechhe. Ekhon amar bhoy laagchhe. Kokhon na jani abar thhakte ashar kothha tule. Amake thhakte jete bolle ami jabo na. Karon obviously amar coaching shuru hoye giyechhe. Plus ami amar lappy loo chhara ekdom I thhakte parbo na. Net chharao na, jodio mone hochhe Allah amake net chharai thhakar shasti dibe ekhon. Tachhara oder bashai onek gorom. But o thhakte ashte cheley……amar to kono free day nai. But, stupid mohilata abar jodi bashi madburi kore invite kore fele jonno bhoy pachhi. Jai hok, tui na jani bashaye giye amake koisho ta gali dichhish. Sorry lololi. Ami ekhon seriously boi porbo!! Tai me goes. Kal k jaatey net thhik hoye jai pls Allah!
[19/06/2011]Hi Lololi. Read you post. It was a shocker. I was dumfounded when you said ‘Stephen-Damon’ love. Lolz. I wanted to clear some things with you first. You’re not obliged to post blogs. I don’t wanna force you into it. And you don’t have to comment on every single blogs I write either. You can tell how you feel about them in you post. But, the problem is, that you hardly post! I’m not accusing you. It’s like, if you don’t feel like replying to my letter, then just say it. If you find it tiring & boring then say it. Don’t do it just to make me happy. As I’ve told you many many times that I hate writing diaries & the only reason I’m doing this is to keep in touch with you. We can’t give each other letters like we used to & I know I’ll miss doing it so much!! So, that’s why I’m sort of trying to send you digital letters through this blog. That’s all. Again, sorry if I sound like I’m making an accusation. Anyways, the past two days were really boring. Other than finishing a novel, nothing interesting happened in my life. Mmmm…I’ve send Maisha two huge letters. I think I’ve said anything & everything I could say to her. So I guess she’s gonna have to wait for a long time before she hears from me again. Yesterday was my first class in that Ku.Kha.Ma.Shu. ‘Sunrise’. Didn’t pay any attention at all. The other LOSERS were acting like it was such a big deal. And I was like ‘Dude, just shut up & let me go home already!!’ AARRRGGGHHH!! I don’t wanna talk about that hell anymore; it only makes me suuk even more. Boggo bought 5 DVDSs last Friday. Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows (Silver Disk), Mirrors 2, The Priest, Red Riding Hood & X-Men First Class. Nothing to say about HP7 except for AWESOME!! Mirrors 2 was as rubbish as Mirrors 1. The Priest was nonsensical as well. There were priests in distant future like Tron riding futuristic motor bikes and cowboy vampires & all kinds of shit that they thought would attract brainless twits like my sister. She’s SO pathetic!! Wasting her money on these meaningless craps and even finding them entertaining!! She really needs to either make friends or get married ASAP. X-Men First Class was quite good. I was rooting for Xavior & Raven (Mystique) as a couple but instead they showed some asshole powerless human girl!! But thank god her memory was erased later. The whole Magnito story was really confusing. Anyways, it was still better than X-Men 3 which was a total disaster. Anyways, last night was a disastrous night for me. I was really sleepy; my stupid laptop was frozen so I fell asleep. I had a ton of works to do. Anyways, I started working this morning. Phew!! Downloading AADBSK so that I can watch it. I tried watching it on YouTube but it was too hard & confusing. I feel so sad for 東方神起!! I guess they couldn’t avoid the five years curse. I’m not taking the side of JYJ even though my bias is there. Eh…did I just say my ‘Bias’?? Oh shit!! I did!! Yupp!! I guess IS sort of my bias now even though everything’s changed. I think he was definitely misled. Oh!! Why do they keep doing that!! 韩 庚is not what he used to be. I hate the look, the talk, the talk everything!!! Traitor!!! 劉憲華 & 周觅are a thousand times more talented & cute!! Go drown in your pool of money rubbing your shoulders with western assholes!! Tor poton hobei!!! You don’t deserve my sympathy!!! You’re just a pathetic loser & a cheat who took advantage of SME!! You ain’t got the magic and you certainly DON’T have the ‘Kilig’!! But in JYJ’s case, I won’t be this harsh coz of course my poor was caught up in the whole thing & made a terrible mistake by choosing the wrong side!! Oh, how can you leave your정윤호?? How?? I bet it was that ass Micky’s fault!!! Yup, that’s the logical explanation!! He’s ugly & greedy both on the outside & inside!!! My jaw literally dropped when me found out that Wae was referred to JYJ!! Even I feel the pain & hurt정윤호’s suffering from!! Please ♥김재중♥; go back to your정윤호!!<sigh><sigh> All this sadness is making me tired. Anyways, JYJ’s first MV is a total disaster!!The whole thing is wrong!! Terrible composition, make-up, choreography, poor CGI work, no story behind it & the P.Diddy part was also useless!! It was heartbreaking!! Not bcoz of Micky & Xiah!! Coz I blame them!! But my poor ♥김재중♥!! He had so many dreams & expectations but ended up doing this crap!! I hope he realizes this soon. His laugh is so cute!! Not lovely like규현, not exactly cute like동해, not unique like이특, his one is absolutely silly. Literally like ‘Ha Ha Ha Ha’. And the way he instantly covers his mouth with his hand looking all shy & cute (!!!!), ah…<sigh>I find it almost hard to believe that I used to find him extremely irritating!!! Why does it ALWAYS happen like this with me Lololi?? It’s always irritating for some unknown reason & then suddenly the dislike-ness turns into….into ‘like-ness’!! First슈퍼주니어& now ♥김재중♥!! I should be more careful from now on when I find something /someone irritating. My first impression of정윤호was ‘over-confident & irritating’ & now I find him ‘dirty & hot’ (!!!?!). Dirty, in a hot way. Hot, in a dirty way (!!!). I’m really irritated at myself right now. The net’s not working again & so I can’t post this. And so I’m writing whatever crap that’s coming to my mind right now. Ooohh!! I hate신동’s sister!! She’s such an ignorant person!! Choosing BE2ST over슈퍼주니어!!! This just proves how stupid she is!! Some people just don’t realize the meaning of ‘Unique’ or ‘Special’!!! BE2ST is NOTHING compared to슈퍼주니어!! Anyways….okay. I think I’ve said enough. Now the real problem is how do I post this??<Sigh> It’s almost 9 pm & I’m still trapped inside my room!! Aroni, are you praying for me?? How am I supposed to watch AADBSK?? How am I supposed to post this stupid blog which’s getting lengthier even though there’s nothing important in it? I’m going crazy without net!! I keep playing the same thing over & over again!!! Seriously, 정윤호 & 최강창민have OUTDONE themselves with왜!! They truly deserve probably like a thousand rounds of applause. I dunno when people are finally gonna learn that greed never brings love or success. Like when that traitor韩 庚left슈퍼주니어, it didn’t affect their career at all. 슈퍼주니어is still ruling the charts for more than a year!! JYJ has lost so much love from Cassiopeias & what did they get? A crappy third class song!! I’m SO proud of정윤호 & 최강창민!! They’re doing so much better without JYJ!! How hard it must’ve been for them!! Poor정윤호!! He must’ve felt so betrayed by his lovely ♥김재중♥! ! I REFUSE to believe that all the love between them was just for show!!! I know김재중’s innocent!! Lost & lonely without his정윤호!!! Ish jodi 김재중 슈퍼주니어te thhakto, 韩 庚 ba김희철ba강인er bodoley!! Tahole PERFECT hoto!!<sniff><sniff>OFFF!!! I’m tired of being so sad. R ki bolar achhey Lololi?? Ami bhabchhi j amar pora boigular o review dewa uchit. But…kothha thheke j start korbo r kothhai giye thhambo jani na. Allah!! Aroni!! July month to eshe jachhey!! Tabassum er birthday!! Amader Taba Haga 19 bochhorer ‘Juboti’ hoye jabe!! Nayma to already hoye giyechhe. Ami to matro 18 bochhorer ‘Toruni’ holam (r ekhoni jebhabe hormones er barota bajchhe, ‘Juboti’ hole na jani ki obosthha hobe!!). R tui ei September e hobi ‘Nari’. Toder k ki gift dibo ami ekhono thhik kori nai. Tui ki chash? I know you love books but…etar bepare amar knowledge ekdom I bhalo na. Dokan e giye ki kinbo?? R Tabassum kei ba ki dei? Karo jonno gift kina eto hard ken?? Tui jodi kichhu chash, tahole amake bolte parish. It would make my work easier. Anyways, janish na, last Thursday & Friday er Gulaal ami miss korechhilam. Kalke YouTube e dekhechhi. Amar seriously mone hoyechhe j Gulaal k dhore lathhi mere uriye dei. Kesar koto cute kore oke bollo j he loves her, r haramjadi ta ‘Nehi, ye pyaar nehi ho sakta…’ dhong korlo kichhukhhon. Tarpor dekhalo j fokinni ta ekhon basha chhere chole jabe!! Stupid!! Kobe j serial tai bhalo shomoy ashbe r ektu shanty moto dekhe enjoy korte parbo! Hoyto tokhon dekha jabe j serial shesh o hoye giyechhe!! Obossho, Kesar & Gulaal er mil hoye jawar por actually serial shesh korei dewa uchit. Shudhu shudhu elastic er moto tante gel eek shomoy ei serial k serious gali-galaj kora lagbe. Jai hok, amar kotto plan chhilo ajker jonno. Kotto kaj baki, Allah ki amar upor abar raag korlo naki k jane!! Ami r 1-2 din er moddhei namaj shuru korbo. Last jeibar bolechhilam j shuru korbo, shei din I garhostho boi hoye giyechhilo tai r dhora hoy nai. That’s obviously not my fault. Ami asholeo 1 ta baje meye hoye jachhi, ejonnoi hoyto Allah amake shasti dichhe.Aroni, ami tor upor khubi raag korechhi. Tui ahobai k ami Korean likhte pari bolechhish, thhik achhey. But ami Korea te onek jete chai eta bolar ki dorkar chhilo?? Aunty, Didibhai, even Uncle o baad dili na?? Ei kothhata shudhu Didibhai k bolleo bujhtam. Karon Didibhai already kichhu faltoo-crazy jinish potro jaaney. But SHOBAI!! Ami shekhane jete kototuku ‘desperate’, eta shudhu torai janish!! Tora jodi ekhon nijeder ammu-abbu k egula bola shuru kore dish tahole tara bhabbe na j-‘Shob rekhe Taiefa Korea te jawar jonno eto pagol hoye gelo keno??’ Tora n ahoy bujhish j ami kerokom stupid & freamy tai shekhane shara jiboner jonno thhakte chai. But aunty-uncle ra to r sheta bhujhbe na!! Amar r kichhu bolar nai. Ami gelam. Kobe net ashbe k janey!! Aj k raat e post na korte parley to ja ja bollam konotar I kono value thhakbe na. Na karon kal k tui ashle shob I dekha jabe abar bole felchhi!! Okay, me goes. Jotodin net ashbe na, ei blog totoi boro hote thhakbe hoyto. Nah!! Kal k likhte hole sheta alada korei likhbo. Ami ekhon tahole boi porte jai. 3rd ta shuru korbo.