[19/06/2011]Hi Lololi. Read you post. It was a shocker. I was dumfounded when you said ‘Stephen-Damon’ love. Lolz. I wanted to clear some things with you first. You’re not obliged to post blogs. I don’t wanna force you into it. And you don’t have to comment on every single blogs I write either. You can tell how you feel about them in you post. But, the problem is, that you hardly post! I’m not accusing you. It’s like, if you don’t feel like replying to my letter, then just say it. If you find it tiring & boring then say it. Don’t do it just to make me happy. As I’ve told you many many times that I hate writing diaries & the only reason I’m doing this is to keep in touch with you. We can’t give each other letters like we used to & I know I’ll miss doing it so much!! So, that’s why I’m sort of trying to send you digital letters through this blog. That’s all. Again, sorry if I sound like I’m making an accusation. Anyways, the past two days were really boring. Other than finishing a novel, nothing interesting happened in my life. Mmmm…I’ve send Maisha two huge letters. I think I’ve said anything & everything I could say to her. So I guess she’s gonna have to wait for a long time before she hears from me again. Yesterday was my first class in that Ku.Kha.Ma.Shu. ‘Sunrise’. Didn’t pay any attention at all. The other LOSERS were acting like it was such a big deal. And I was like ‘Dude, just shut up & let me go home already!!’ AARRRGGGHHH!! I don’t wanna talk about that hell anymore; it only makes me suuk even more. Boggo bought 5 DVDSs last Friday. Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows (Silver Disk), Mirrors 2, The Priest, Red Riding Hood & X-Men First Class. Nothing to say about HP7 except for AWESOME!! Mirrors 2 was as rubbish as Mirrors 1. The Priest was nonsensical as well. There were priests in distant future like Tron riding futuristic motor bikes and cowboy vampires & all kinds of shit that they thought would attract brainless twits like my sister. She’s SO pathetic!! Wasting her money on these meaningless craps and even finding them entertaining!! She really needs to either make friends or get married ASAP. X-Men First Class was quite good. I was rooting for Xavior & Raven (Mystique) as a couple but instead they showed some asshole powerless human girl!! But thank god her memory was erased later. The whole Magnito story was really confusing. Anyways, it was still better than X-Men 3 which was a total disaster. Anyways, last night was a disastrous night for me. I was really sleepy; my stupid laptop was frozen so I fell asleep. I had a ton of works to do. Anyways, I started working this morning. Phew!! Downloading AADBSK so that I can watch it. I tried watching it on YouTube but it was too hard & confusing. I feel so sad for 東方神起!! I guess they couldn’t avoid the five years curse. I’m not taking the side of JYJ even though my bias is there. Eh…did I just say my ‘Bias’?? Oh shit!! I did!! Yupp!! I guess IS sort of my bias now even though everything’s changed. I think he was definitely misled. Oh!! Why do they keep doing that!! 韩 庚is not what he used to be. I hate the look, the talk, the talk everything!!! Traitor!!! 劉憲華 & 周觅are a thousand times more talented & cute!! Go drown in your pool of money rubbing your shoulders with western assholes!! Tor poton hobei!!! You don’t deserve my sympathy!!! You’re just a pathetic loser & a cheat who took advantage of SME!! You ain’t got the magic and you certainly DON’T have the ‘Kilig’!! But in JYJ’s case, I won’t be this harsh coz of course my poor was caught up in the whole thing & made a terrible mistake by choosing the wrong side!! Oh, how can you leave your정윤호?? How?? I bet it was that ass Micky’s fault!!! Yup, that’s the logical explanation!! He’s ugly & greedy both on the outside & inside!!! My jaw literally dropped when me found out that Wae was referred to JYJ!! Even I feel the pain & hurt정윤호’s suffering from!! Please ♥김재중♥; go back to your정윤호!!<sigh><sigh> All this sadness is making me tired. Anyways, JYJ’s first MV is a total disaster!!The whole thing is wrong!! Terrible composition, make-up, choreography, poor CGI work, no story behind it & the P.Diddy part was also useless!! It was heartbreaking!! Not bcoz of Micky & Xiah!! Coz I blame them!! But my poor ♥김재중♥!! He had so many dreams & expectations but ended up doing this crap!! I hope he realizes this soon. His laugh is so cute!! Not lovely like규현, not exactly cute like동해, not unique like이특, his one is absolutely silly. Literally like ‘Ha Ha Ha Ha’. And the way he instantly covers his mouth with his hand looking all shy & cute (!!!!), ah…<sigh>I find it almost hard to believe that I used to find him extremely irritating!!! Why does it ALWAYS happen like this with me Lololi?? It’s always irritating for some unknown reason & then suddenly the dislike-ness turns into….into ‘like-ness’!! First슈퍼주니어& now ♥김재중♥!! I should be more careful from now on when I find something /someone irritating. My first impression of정윤호was ‘over-confident & irritating’ & now I find him ‘dirty & hot’ (!!!?!). Dirty, in a hot way. Hot, in a dirty way (!!!). I’m really irritated at myself right now. The net’s not working again & so I can’t post this. And so I’m writing whatever crap that’s coming to my mind right now. Ooohh!! I hate신동’s sister!! She’s such an ignorant person!! Choosing BE2ST over슈퍼주니어!!! This just proves how stupid she is!! Some people just don’t realize the meaning of ‘Unique’ or ‘Special’!!! BE2ST is NOTHING compared to슈퍼주니어!! Anyways….okay. I think I’ve said enough. Now the real problem is how do I post this??<Sigh> It’s almost 9 pm & I’m still trapped inside my room!! Aroni, are you praying for me?? How am I supposed to watch AADBSK?? How am I supposed to post this stupid blog which’s getting lengthier even though there’s nothing important in it? I’m going crazy without net!! I keep playing the same thing over & over again!!! Seriously, 정윤호 & 최강창민have OUTDONE themselves with왜!! They truly deserve probably like a thousand rounds of applause. I dunno when people are finally gonna learn that greed never brings love or success. Like when that traitor韩 庚left슈퍼주니어, it didn’t affect their career at all. 슈퍼주니어is still ruling the charts for more than a year!! JYJ has lost so much love from Cassiopeias & what did they get? A crappy third class song!! I’m SO proud of정윤호 & 최강창민!! They’re doing so much better without JYJ!! How hard it must’ve been for them!! Poor정윤호!! He must’ve felt so betrayed by his lovely ♥김재중♥! ! I REFUSE to believe that all the love between them was just for show!!! I know김재중’s innocent!! Lost & lonely without his정윤호!!! Ish jodi 김재중 슈퍼주니어te thhakto, 韩 庚 ba김희철ba강인er bodoley!! Tahole PERFECT hoto!!<sniff><sniff>OFFF!!! I’m tired of being so sad. R ki bolar achhey Lololi?? Ami bhabchhi j amar pora boigular o review dewa uchit. But…kothha thheke j start korbo r kothhai giye thhambo jani na. Allah!! Aroni!! July month to eshe jachhey!! Tabassum er birthday!! Amader Taba Haga 19 bochhorer ‘Juboti’ hoye jabe!! Nayma to already hoye giyechhe. Ami to matro 18 bochhorer ‘Toruni’ holam (r ekhoni jebhabe hormones er barota bajchhe, ‘Juboti’ hole na jani ki obosthha hobe!!). R tui ei September e hobi ‘Nari’. Toder k ki gift dibo ami ekhono thhik kori nai. Tui ki chash? I know you love books but…etar bepare amar knowledge ekdom I bhalo na. Dokan e giye ki kinbo?? R Tabassum kei ba ki dei? Karo jonno gift kina eto hard ken?? Tui jodi kichhu chash, tahole amake bolte parish. It would make my work easier. Anyways, janish na, last Thursday & Friday er Gulaal ami miss korechhilam. Kalke YouTube e dekhechhi. Amar seriously mone hoyechhe j Gulaal k dhore lathhi mere uriye dei. Kesar koto cute kore oke bollo j he loves her, r haramjadi ta ‘Nehi, ye pyaar nehi ho sakta…’ dhong korlo kichhukhhon. Tarpor dekhalo j fokinni ta ekhon basha chhere chole jabe!! Stupid!! Kobe j serial tai bhalo shomoy ashbe r ektu shanty moto dekhe enjoy korte parbo! Hoyto tokhon dekha jabe j serial shesh o hoye giyechhe!! Obossho, Kesar & Gulaal er mil hoye jawar por actually serial shesh korei dewa uchit. Shudhu shudhu elastic er moto tante gel eek shomoy ei serial k serious gali-galaj kora lagbe. Jai hok, amar kotto plan chhilo ajker jonno. Kotto kaj baki, Allah ki amar upor abar raag korlo naki k jane!! Ami r 1-2 din er moddhei namaj shuru korbo. Last jeibar bolechhilam j shuru korbo, shei din I garhostho boi hoye giyechhilo tai r dhora hoy nai. That’s obviously not my fault. Ami asholeo 1 ta baje meye hoye jachhi, ejonnoi hoyto Allah amake shasti dichhe.Aroni, ami tor upor khubi raag korechhi. Tui ahobai k ami Korean likhte pari bolechhish, thhik achhey. But ami Korea te onek jete chai eta bolar ki dorkar chhilo?? Aunty, Didibhai, even Uncle o baad dili na?? Ei kothhata shudhu Didibhai k bolleo bujhtam. Karon Didibhai already kichhu faltoo-crazy jinish potro jaaney. But SHOBAI!! Ami shekhane jete kototuku ‘desperate’, eta shudhu torai janish!! Tora jodi ekhon nijeder ammu-abbu k egula bola shuru kore dish tahole tara bhabbe na j-‘Shob rekhe Taiefa Korea te jawar jonno eto pagol hoye gelo keno??’ Tora n ahoy bujhish j ami kerokom stupid & freamy tai shekhane shara jiboner jonno thhakte chai. But aunty-uncle ra to r sheta bhujhbe na!! Amar r kichhu bolar nai. Ami gelam. Kobe net ashbe k janey!! Aj k raat e post na korte parley to ja ja bollam konotar I kono value thhakbe na. Na karon kal k tui ashle shob I dekha jabe abar bole felchhi!! Okay, me goes. Jotodin net ashbe na, ei blog totoi boro hote thhakbe hoyto. Nah!! Kal k likhte hole sheta alada korei likhbo. Ami ekhon tahole boi porte jai. 3rd ta shuru korbo.
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